yay to nail art!

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Hari ini H-3 masuk sekolah. Which is means the holiday's end. Aaaaaaaaa! Well, I had nothing to do today. Karena ibu lebih milih buat nempel sama sofa depan tv. Zzzzzz. So I picked my nail polish up and tried some basic technique. Jengjengjeng.... Voila! Banyak gambar abstrak di kuku karena memang aku belum expert soal ini hehe. But I'm still proud of it. I think it was not too bad ;p

here are the stuff you'll need 

draw it by yourself and whuush! It would be awesome :)

This alphabet nails made by previous technique  in previous page.

I just love art as much as I love myself. I'll try another technique to make it better. Say yay to nail art! :)

the day has begin

Finally, I can breath. After all this sucks feeling of being hurt by 'it', the blur is fade out. I can smile wholeheartedly. Feels like I wanna scream that I'm FREE ! Single is a choice. On the other hand, our story for the last 2 months gave me something to think and learn. It's make me more tough, strong and grateful that I can stand on my feet while the storm came. Even the memories we had could be the hardest part to forget. Well, friendship is forever length. The best part is no more hurt and worried. I've been promised to God. Not to never falling but always raising when I fell. Gbye, 24 :)

Suddenly, a postman came. He gave me a package from Moccaapuccaa which an american guitar ring inside it. Wuhuuu thanks for the gift! Luckily, I got it for free :p

Well, I did the nail art. It's so cute and easy. Using the blue pale glittering on the left and magenta nail polish on the right, it was such a fun experiment! Here are the steps :
1. Spread the pink and blue pale glittering nail polish on your nail. Let it dry.
2. Use 70% alcohol on your nail and put a piece of newspaper on it.
3. Push and count till 15 then put it off. Try to not let it dry, the newspaper could stick on your nail.
4. Voila! There will be some words on your nail and it's look yay!

Thanks for Laras for sharing this cool project :)

lovely gathering

A few weeks ago, me and my accelerated class's friends had a little gathering at Laras's house. It was such a very lovely lunch and a great moment! We could spent a whole day together getting out from each other's business. Eating pasta, brought out fridge's stuff, watching movies, laughing, laughing and laughing. Even it's just the 9 of us, the house was such a mess! Haha >,< 

Well, here are the pictures.

What I surely love about her house is there are a lot of books. I mean there's a cool library which is make us never want to leave it anyway. Such a great day !  

<3 #aksel789 :)

Welcome, 2012.

Happy New Year, everybody.

I can't believe the time flies so fast. So many things happened in 2011 which I couldn't forget. You know, high school life is soooo colorful. Tears, laugh, love, sacrifice, sad, happy, hurt, romantic, cool, unstable and other feelings fulfilled my day. Such as my class (XII IPA 7) greatest theatre show at Dago Tea House, a wonderful trip to Bali with 2 SHS Bandung, awesome views from Green Canyon and fun moments at Pangandaran beach with my lovely family. Here are photos when I spent my holiday at Pangandaran Beach and the awesome Green Canyon. What a funtastic and enjoyable moment! :)

Pangandaran's West Beach at night

'kerak telor' and a lot of giant coconuts!

Daddy is fighting the hot and spicy corn

Sunrises at Pangandaran's East Beach

little ship on Green Canyon, Pangandaran

swimming and jumping from a whole wonderful caves!

On the other hand.

At the end of the year, I through hard days by the way. I felt so invisible. Well, I fell too much to the same hole and I'm getting tired of it. I couldn't accept it all the way as it supposed to be. I just don't get it why people love to hurt each other, even there are still good men left. In this case, I've been committed by someone. It'd promise me to never let me down again. I'll call someone as 'it'. We through a beautiful month together without any doubt that we will make it well then. I gave my best as I supposed to be. But what happened next, it's all just so disappointed. Trustness never be the same since it ever broke. It's like a paper that never shape like it was. 'It' is suddenly disappeared. Left me without any logic reasons. No more texts, crazy things, laugh in every nerd moments and warmness. I feel like 'it' doesn't need me anymore. Well, we're not seperated at all. But that is just disgusting. Ruin my night with confusions of empty and blur condition. Maybe 'it' thought that I'm a strong woman. But hey, I'm still a woman that have a fragile side and I gave 'it' my trust. 'It' has to keep it wholeheartedly and I keep 'it' words. 'It' told me that 'it' would change better than 'it' was. But in fact, 'it' couldn't hold 'it' words. We are going nowhere. This is pissed me off. I can't lie that I care too much about it. I've to think about other necessary things than keep my mind blowing up. I will make 2012 as my year.

All those things will never stop me anyway. This world is for those who want to fight - 5cm. I know life is about choose and taking risks. Life is about accepting not expecting. Expecting too much will cause more hurts. So I'll try to accept more. I don't wanna waste my time with wrong people and negative thoughts. Happiness is what I live for.

Happiness. What word could tell us it means? Well, there are several thoughts. I think happiness is not always about perfect things or get whatever we want as it supposed to be. But it's about how we feel comfortable in every single moment, make every little things has a meaning and be grateful of God's gift. Again, it's about accepting for who we are. In this case, I just want my happy ending. If it's not happy, it's not the end ;)

this is what I called 'Happiness' :)